...I haven't been doing well. Being MIA is almost always the tell-tale sign that we've been off track.
I don't know what in the hell is wrong with me why I'll be doing so well for a week or two and then I let one poor choice snowball until I gain some weight and feel like shit again. It's the same old pattern over and over again that I can't seem to shake.
There are several things that I have been letting bother me and I've been emotional eating becasue of them:
Living alone for the first time during the holidays and not having much family around
Some financial stress
Finally being close to have enough $ scraped up so that I can get divorced once and for all after being seperated for almost 6 years
Still somewhat having the "what now?" feeling
I NEED to focus on me FOR ONCE. Getting myself right inside and out. I know this and I always say this and start with the best of intentions and then get sucked right back into the self-sabotaging vortex. I need to dig deeper inside to find out why.
