Showing posts with label cravings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cravings. Show all posts

Friday, August 23, 2013

Owning it.

I'm owning that I'm a sugar addict. 

I'm also owing that I went of the primal path and bought a box of Italian ices last week. 

I was wanting something sweet and light with low calories and fat so I quickly chose these on my sweep through the grocery store:



The box said gluten free, fat free, excellent choice of vitamin C.  I couldn't go wrong. Or could I?

I inhaled 2 at one sitting.  Not long after that I found myself rummaging around for something else sweet, crunchy, salty... something!  But I had nothing sweet or crunchy or salty. I am eating primally now (aren't I?) so I had nothing in the house that would satisfy that craving. So I overate on what I did have, which was healthy, but still, I was over eating and I knew it. I knew it while I was doing it. But I couldn't stop. I was an addict that craved another hit. Another hit of those mouth-wateringly delicious orange Italian ices.

In the course of two days I ate all six of them. I later noticed the sugar content on the nutrition label. 20 GRAMS OF SUGAR IN EACH CUP.  Holy shit!!! According to MyFitnessPal I'm only supposed to be eating 34 grams of sugar a day.  Look at the quote at the bottom of the picture above:  "The flavor is so delicious you'll want another."  They weren't joking either.


 
 
20 grams of sugar in each cup.  No wonder they were good. 
 
Look at the ingredients - there are three kinds of sugar listed, but yet it was labeled as being "healthy" because it had vitamin C, low calories and was gluten and fat free.
 
I gained 3 pounds during this sugar fiasco and am now in the process of detoxifying.  Getting the poison out of my system that made me feel like crap; made me sluggish and sapped my energy; the sugar that I am addicted to. The sugar that I can not be trusted to have even in small amounts.
 
I know the feeling of eating primally when you feel fully in control and proud of your choices. The feeling of no guilt and endless energy. The feeling of clean eating. It feels wonderful. This sugar binge was surely not worth not feeling that way just for a taste of something that only lasted minutes.
 
Learn from it and move on. This is a learning process that never ends. Lesson learned here. I'm taking my power back.