Hanging Tough

I've been struggling lately but I'm hanging tough. I've been having some bizarre dreams lately and I think it's this emotional stuff trying to come out. But what REALLY is the emotional stuff?  IDK but I'm going to try to work on it this weekend, sitting quietly and thinking and writing stuff out. The only thing I can think of is about my fear of being alone/abandoned.  Not sure...

Last evening walking buddy and I got in a mile and a half; I would have liked to have gotten in more but she can't walk as fast as I'd like to so I have to keep her pace. I sure was pushing her though, she was huffing and puffing.  Having a walking buddy is a mixed blessing.  Came home from walking and watched a few more episodes of Downton Abbey.  I'm almost caught up to date now.  That show is GOOD!

I'm finally back to just doing my own job at work after covering for my supervisor for a month so I'm taking tomorrow off.  Not sure what I'll get in to but it will be nice to sleep in.  Saturday DD and I are going shopping out of town for house stuff.  She just moved into a new place and wants to feather her nest too.  It will be nice to have a change of scenery and spend the day with my best girl. 

Have a glorious weekend, all!